miss the cute things you would say. 

when they are gone, 

  what will you say? 

what will you feel?

  what will you do?

was it all worth it?

i can’t even explain why I’m upset. 

i don’t even know why I’m crying. 

but i am. and you don’t know. 

do you care to know why you don’t know? 

because i feel like you don’t care. 

and thats a terrible feeling. absolutely horrible. 

i sit here at night feeling upset, confused, lost, hurt. 

and you sit there doing the same thing as always. 

and you don’t know how i feel. 

and you don’t care to ask. and that hurts. 

because it may seem like I’m okay, but guess what?

 i am beyond worried and hurt. 

and thats not okay. 

One Tree Hill

  • Nathan: It’s the oldest story in the world. One day you’re 17 and planning for someday. And then quietly and without you ever really noticing, someday is today. And then someday is yesterday. And this is your life.
  • Haley: We spend so much time wanting, pursuing, wishing. But ambition is good. Chasing things with integrity is good. Dreaming…
  • Brooke: If you had a friend you knew you’d never see again, what would you say? If you could do one last thing for someone you love, what would it be? Say it, do it, don’t wait. Nothing lasts forever.
  • Mouth: Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want. Everything you want.
  • Millie: Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true.
  • Quinn: You never know where the next miracle’s gonna come from.
  • Clay: The next memory. The next smile. The next wish come true.
  • Chase: But if you believe that it’s right around the corner.
  • Chris: And you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it. To the certainty of it.
  • Skills: You might just get the thing you’re wishing for.
  • Julian: The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it.
  • Brooke: So make your wish … Do you have it?
  • Nathan: Good. Now believe in it.
  • Haley: With all your heart.

it hurts to see you hurting. to see you do down and upset with my faith in the future or no hope in yourself. you are far from a failure or a fuck up. i wish you could just see it. 

im in love with this boy. im head over heals crazy about him and seeing him hurt makes my heart ache. 

i wish you would hear me when i say i see the potential in you. i wish you would hear me when i say i love you. 

i miss your smile. 

i miss that hat.


we all have to start somewhere. and you should know you can always start with me. because i’ll always be right here for you. so open your heart and mind. and see the things i see in you. because you cant lie to someone you love. you gotta listen.